We practitioners should be clear in our understanding,
so that we are not deceived by anyone. But each time Maya tests you,
a few of you will fail. Don't listen to anyone else's words but Master's!
Otherwise you will be trapped by Maya. If you imprudently listen to
others' words without discrimination, you are degrading your own level.
You are acknowledging their superiority over yours. Then you become
their subordinate.
There are too many false masters in the world. Adding
one more is no big deal. However, it would be a pity if you people
with wisdom were deceived. Why not be a master of your own self? If
you believe everything others tell you, and do not use your own wisdom
to discern, then others will laugh at your lack of wisdom and poor
practice.
If you are helping with Master's work in any way
you have to be even more vigilant, lest you show any arrogance. When
we help others, it is like we are working for ourselves. We should
not feel complacent about our work. If we do, we will fall into Maya's
trap. Say you went to work every day, and the boss paid you ten or
twenty thousand dollars a month. Would you think that this was something
worth being complacent about? Would you feel yourself to be extremely
competent just because you were helping the boss in his work? No!
Instead you would be petrified that you might make mistakes, or that
you were not worthy of the job. You would worry about getting fired
if you did not perform well. Is it not true? (Audience answers: "Yes.")
We should also be ever so humble, so cautious, and
so careful when we are helping with God's work. We are doing very
little work anyway, so what's the big deal? We work to gain merits,
to cleanse our karmic debts, and to learn to become a saint. It is
a chance for us to learn some lessons. Therefore, we should be grateful
for this learning opportunity. There is nothing to be complacent about!
Any time we feel complacent about our work, we should know that Maya
is coming to test us.
Or if we are impatient to become a Buddha, Maya will
definitely come to test us. He will tell us that we have already become
a Buddha. Maya may not always be this blurred image that appears to
you in your meditation. He may make use of a person who comes to ring
your doorbell telling you, "We are good friends. I know you have
already become a Buddha. I know you have already reached the eighth
realm." To me it is 'Zhu Ba-jie'! (Audience laughs. Note: This
is the name of Piggy in Journey to the West, a Chinese literary classic,
and Zhu Ba-jie sounds similar to 'the eighth realm of the pig' in
Chinese.)
Our practice is not that difficult. It is not difficult
to become a saint or to teach others. It is teaching ourselves that
is difficult. We have to discipline ourselves first. We have to keep
out our desire for fame and gain and clean up all our filthy thoughts.
Only then can we help to clean up others. If we are very filthy ourselves,
and we proceed to clean others, then we will contaminate them. Even
worse , maybe they were not that filthy to begin with, but since our
whole body is soiled, when we try to clean them, we soil them or dirty
their clothes, making them even filthier.
Hence helping sentient beings is not difficult, but
helping our own self is. There is a Chinese saying: "To have
a victory over oneself is the most difficult thing." It is not
difficult to defeat millions or billions of people. One can use violence,
force, money, or even eloquence. But it is really difficult to defeat
our own self because we cannot deceive ourselves. We will not be able
to sleep at night. Your guardian angel will come and ask you about
your level, saying, " How dare you claim to be a master or a
teacher for both human and heavenly beings?"
And then after a while, the black and white messengers
from the King of Death will also come to "greet you." (Master
and audience laugh.) They will tell you, "Your time has come."
At that time Master will not care for you because your time has come,
and you have to go with the messengers of Death. You will have to
take care of yourself because you have refused to acknowledge Master's
protective power. Master will not force you to accept Her protection.
If you want it, Master will give it to you. But if you do not want
it, Master will take it back.