Then Master began talking about inviting
a group of disciples to Her house for lunch. Of course, at that moment
everyone became extremely excited and cheered! She reassured us that
all the retreat participants would get their chance to see Her. She
first invited the "snowflakes" (Caucasians) and "chocolate
chips" (Black initiates) for lunch, and then "the cornflakes"
(Asians) from various countries, in separate groups, for dinner and
tea in the evening and at night.
During the lunch with Master at Her house,
tears welled up in the eyes of many who felt deep love and appreciation
for the infinite generosity of our beloved Teacher and Friend. The
talk between Master and disciples was informal and very spontaneous.
One disciple who has been with Master for some time said that she
still fears falling off the path. Master reassured her by saying that
this fear is good; it only intensifies our determination to search
for the Truth. It also gives us a healthy concern about Maya, since
one can never be sure what form Maya may take.
During this exchange between Master and
disciple, what was most amazing was the complete transformation of
one of the disciples' expressions during the conversation. At the
beginning, she was very depressed. Her eyes were downcast and her
face seemed to take on a darker color. But by the end of the conversation
with Master, her face was infused with joy. She was smiling and laughing
as she looked directly at her beloved Mother. Not only was the sister
herself blessed, but so was everyone who watched this miracle of healing
from the living Buddha!