By
sister initiate Solange Mondesir,
Nashville, Tennessee, USA (Originally in Spanish)
I
was already engaged when I received initiation from Master, and since
it had always been my dream to have a happy family, I decided to get
married. Unexpectedly, what came after the wedding was a chain of
problems. Once I began married life, I was sure that my husband would
follow me in becoming a vegetarian, and even get initiated some day.
But when the facts proved otherwise, I felt very depressed and agonized.
Obviously, my previous expectations had been purely wishful thinking.
This
frustrating situation inspired me to practice even more diligently,
which I felt was the only way to make me feel better. I used every
moment that I could manage to meditate. In this way, the Inner Master
Power gradually changed me, and helped me to realize and accept my
decision to have a family. Therefore, I had to face reality and be
responsible. Master taught me to accept my husband and lovingly care
for him.
With
Master's intangible help, I have come to discover that marital life
is not an obstacle on my spiritual path, but instead a very good learning
tool. Through it, Master has changed me from within, rectified my
originally selfish mindset, and let me put into daily practice Her
teaching about unconditional love for all sentient beings. Now my
family life has become increasingly happy. While taking care of my
family, I feel very peaceful and serene, and am able to smoothly pursue
spiritual practice.
Master's
boundless love blesses us each day. Although my husband is not yet
initiated or a pure vegetarian, he very rarely eats meat. Compared
to his character in the past, he has changed greatly, and even supports
my decisions to go on retreats. We have a sweet two and a half year
old daughter, who loves Master dearly. She is a gift that God has
bestowed on me. For this grace, I thank Master with all my heart.
Had it not been for Her, my life would have been much different!
Related article: Pearls
of Wisdom
Back
to Contents