Between Master and
Disciples
By Son
of the Ocean, Mainland China (Originally in Chinese)
Master once said that love runs
deep among men, and that's how I have always been. My love runs extraordinarily
deep. For this reason, I have suffered greatly. Specifically, two failed
relationships transformed an energetic youth into a little old man,
and at the time only I knew how miserable my life really was. In addition,
the half-dazed state in which I found myself during these affairs contributed
to the general chain of frustrations in my life.
From my youngest days, I was
always a diligent child eager to learn and achieve in the world. I demanded
perfection and consistency in all things, and this attitude set the
direction for my lofty ideals about love, as I would remain stubbornly
attached to one lover and try to make the relationship work at all costs.
Before I was initiated, I met my first girlfriend, and we vowed that
our love would last till the end of time. I did not understand then
the ephemeral nature of physical relations and was dejected when she
left me after a short while. To make matters worse, a serious crisis
also occurred in my family, and it seemed as if a long steel pin had
pierced my heart. My inner pain, generated by ignorance, changed my
life, and I swore that I would find either eternal life or an eternal
lover. Otherwise, my existence would be meaningless.
Around this time, I was initiated
into the Quan Yin Method, became fully charged with energy, and began
to conjure up romantic images again. Life after life, I had been trapped
in the bondage of seeking romantic love, which kept me from attaining
liberation. However, my mind would never give up on the quest. Even
when my efforts came to a dead end, as they always did, I refused to
yield or become awakened. So I began another sensational love affair,
which, of course, again ended tragically. I never craved fame, wealth
or social status -- my only dream was to find an eternal lover.
So on Valentine's Day 2004, I
found myself struggling in agony since all my hopes and dreams had died
once more, and I began praying to Master, saying, "Oh, Master!
This miserable soul is now totally in Your hands. I'm at my wit's end!"
Then, out of the great silence, Master gently soothed me in the innermost
regions of my soul and said, "Quit your infatuation, my child!
I am the perpetual Lover whom you have always sought!" Upon hearing
these enlightening words, tears rolled from my eyes, washing away the
sorrow and agony I had accrued over many lifetimes.
Master, except for You, who else
could I ever imagine as my eternal lover? Who else would stay with me
life after life without ever forsaking me? Only You, Master! You are
my timeless love! Now I exist in perfect tranquility and bliss and am
no longer a miserable soul struggling in a corner. For eternity, I will
only follow You and go through thick and thin to remain by Your side!