Practicing spiritually under Master's
guidance is the greatest blessing we can have in many lifetimes. As
long as we observe and perceive our lives carefully, we will surely
find that each day is filled with the miracle of love. The following
is a story about recent real-life events that gives testimony to Master's
boundless, unconditional love.
It was early autumn in the area
to the north of the Great Wall of China. The vast, clear skies and gentle
breeze indicated a good time for travel. So a few of us, all fellow
initiates, decided to visit a famous scenic spot. As we lived in different
cities, we planned to meet in a nearby county town and then travel together
to the tourist site. On my bus trip to the town, the driver had to drive
along a meandering mountain road on lofty ridges that were part of a
charming landscape. I wanted to enjoy the scenery to the fullest, but
shortly after boarding the bus, I entered samadhi. Completely embraced
by Master's divine love, I felt totally serene, and the outside world
seemed non-existent.
When the bus reached the mountaintop,
the driver had to make a sharp turn and the vehicle became unsteady.
At that moment, I saw a nun in a familiar brown robe, wearing a bamboo
hat, walking quickly alongside the bus. I suddenly became nervous, because
the bus was moving close to the edge of the cliff and there was no space
for anyone to walk on the road. A few seconds later, I realized that
I had just seen a vision with my wisdom eye. I suddenly felt a sense
of helplessness and loss so I prayed to Master to guide me to this nun
if necessary.
When I arrived in the county town,
I had lost the desire to meet the other fellow initiates. It began to
drizzle but there was no wind so I decided to go into the mountains
alone. Even though the sky was gloomy, I felt a brilliant radiance inside
and a warm current flowing through my body. I decided to make the ten-kilometer
journey from the town to the mountains on foot. Walking on a tranquil
country road, with the rain falling, sometimes heavily and sometimes
gently, I felt an inner bliss that was beyond words. It was truly a
fabulous experience!
After having ventured deep into the mountains, I stayed at a brother's
house, quietly enjoying Master's blessings in solitude, and did not
contact the other fellow initiates until the following morning. By that
time, I had completely forgotten about the nun! Soon the initiates arrived,
and we moved on toward the scenic spot as planned.
Without coincidences, there would
be no stories; however, Master's arrangements are always perfect and
flawless. When we got to the mountain pass leading to the scenic spot,
one sister suddenly said, "Let's take a walk in that village at
the foot of the mountain! There's a small old temple there, and I heard
that one of my cousins became a nun there." So we went to the village.
The local villagers told us that
this nun was very odd. She had kept the temple gate shut for three years
and had made almost no contact with the outside world. We then waited
outside the temple gate for a long time and knocked many times, but
it was quiet inside and no one stirred. Then we went around to the door
leading into the backyard, but there was no answer even after the sister
called numerous times until she used her cousin's secular name. At that
point, a tall nun appeared before us. On seeing her, I was startled,
for she was the nun whom I had seen with my wisdom eye the day before!
And she was even wearing that familiar bamboo hat!
While the fellow initiates talked
and discussed some spiritual topics with her, the nun was not only absent-minded,
but also rejected their advice without consideration for her cousin's
feelings. We shook our heads with disappointment as she mentioned that
many people had tried to change her, but she could not be moved. She
firmly believed that 'the righteous heart is Dharma" and one need
not rely on any meditation method on the spiritual path. However, I
believed the experience that Master had given me must have meant something
so I refused to give up. While our sisters were talking to the nun,
I kept reciting the Holy Names and praying to Master. At the same time,
I found that the temple was overgrown with weeds, and pieces of yellow
cloth had been hung in the four corners of the backyard wall to ward
off evil. My intuition told me that this nun was in great desperation
and must have suffered much injustice.
So I asked her if she would like
to hear our ideas about becoming a monastic person. Sitting quietly
on her cushion with crossed legs, she nodded, and so I gave a general
account of my view: If we only forsake the secular life without gaining
enlightenment and having correct concepts about spiritual practice,
there is only a superficial difference between being a "monk"
or "nun" and being a layperson! If we continue to struggle
in our hearts and remain in misery without seeking the way to liberation
while regarding "stubbornness" as "firmness," we
make a big mistake!
The nun then burst into tears
and told us her grievances from past years. After going through a marriage
full of deception and trickery, she renounced her family and became
a nun in the hope of finding peace for the rest of her life. But being
the chief nun in the temple, she had to make compromises for the sake
of the general interest, and deal with financial conflicts arising from
temple ceremonies. Eventually, her temple ended up in a miserable situation
without any offerings from followers.
Listening to the nun tearfully
describe her experiences, we could not help but cry along with her.
Then gradually, her heart opened up and we became like members of a
family, sitting there exchanging our thoughts and feelings. We felt
that she was not taking good care of herself and was thus in poor health;
so we offered her all of the money we had on hand, and hoped that she
would take better care of her health and love herself more. Holding
our contribution and with tears in her eyes, the nun confided to us
that it was the best offering she had received in her life for she sensed
no ulterior motives on our part.
Master's love had melted the nun's
cold, hopeless heart, and at that moment, her eyes shone with hope.
On our departure, the nun, who had always seemed lonely and detached
in the eyes of the villagers, walked with us out of the temple, talking
and laughing. We walked together for one kilometer and she was still
reluctant to say good-bye.
I feel deeply that each of us
is like a chess piece in Master's hand, sending God's love to anyone
in pain through Her ingenious planning. I am very grateful to Master
for teaching us through the suffering of this nun to understand and
cherish our blessings and live a meaningful life. Master, everything
is Your divine and loving arrangement, and it is You who save those
in greatest need!