In the early years before Master began to deliver
public lectures, She and several disciples lived for a time in a desolate
villa in Hsintien, a Tapei suburb. The villa was rented for a very low
price and, after a thorough cleaning, became a group meditation center.
One day, I was upstairs chatting with Master while
several people were downstairs, preparing to receive initiation into
the Quan Yin Method. When everything was ready, the attendant invited
Master to go downstairs for the initiation. Master then told me, What
I dislike most is giving initiation to others. However, if we only do
what we like, were no different than ordinary people. These
timeless words have since been deeply engraved in my heart. For more
than a decade, I have been teaching myself constantly: We should
not do only the things that we like. Anything that is beneficial to
others, and anything that we consider proper to do after assessing the
situation, we should do promptly.
As the number of Masters disciples increased
over time, the villa gradually became too small for us. So to accommodate
fellow initiates during retreats, Master renovated a discarded workshop
down the slope from the villa, even though the lease on the villa and
adjoining shop was about to expire. While helping with the renovation
work, I wondered, Well be moving out soon. Why are we still
wasting time, labor and money on this project? Master immediately
detected the doubts in my heart, and murmured to Herself, Everyone
is asking me why Im still renovating the workshop on the eve of
moving out. Since theres insufficient space for the retreat, we
have to create more! What does it matter if other people later get to
enjoy what weve built?
Masters words delivered a shocking blow
that woke me up completely. Such is the difference between the heart
of a Saint and that of an ordinary human! Saints are absolutely pure
at heart, living only in the present moment, and They do whatever is
proper for the situation. They lack the complicated and discriminating
mind of the ordinary human being. As the Diamond Sutra says, Have
no attachment and let your hearts be free! Masters daily
life, speech and actions are a most precious living scripture that infinitely
benefits us disciples!
Ironically, after the workshop had been renovated,
no disciples wanted to live there because the place was too simple and
crude to stay in. Ultimately, however, Master moved into the building,
giving up Her room in the villa to the disciples.
Due to financial constraints at the time, Master
could not afford to have a car. So every Monday and Wednesday, She had
to walk all the way downhill and take a public bus to the home of a
brother initiate in Taipeis Wanhua District, where She gave informal
discourses. But it was Her attendant who could not stand the toil and
always complained. Master then consoled her, Lay people are busy
with their daily work. Its all right for us to toil a little more.
Once, on the way back from one of these talks,
Master saw a wooden board discarded by the roadside. She then picked
it up, brought it back to Her residence and cleaned it thoroughly. Next,
She placed two benches underneath, thus creating a dinner table!
When Master could afford the time, She would stitch
and make cushions for us. Occasionally, She also cooked for the disciples,
and never put on the air of being supreme just because She was our Master.
If there are still people who think Master accepts disciples for benefit
and fame, they are truly mistaken!
During an afternoon recess from work, a group of disciples
were chatting in the courtyard of Masters abode. Suddenly, we
saw a hornet with a spider in its grasp. We tried every means we could
to chase it away but nothing worked. Observing this chaotic situation,
Master came over to see what had happened. After realizing what was
going on, She talked to the hornet, saying, Even if it has some
karmic bondage with you, you should spare it! Miraculously, the
hornet seemed to understand Masters words and immediately released
the spider. The insect then circled around Master three times before
flying away. According to the Buddhist scriptures, in ages past, circling
an Enlightened Master three times was a very reverential salutation.
It is truly incredible that even a hornet could thus recognize a living
Enlightened Master!