(Originally
in German)
Mrs.
Heidemarie Wentzel is an extremely popular television actress in Germany.
Using her vivid and adept acting skill, she always interprets her
roles in TV dramas with great success. Even after many years, people
who have watched her performances are still deeply impressed, and
miss her greatly.
Mrs. Wentzel began her acting career in Germany when she was twenty.
Due to her exquisite acting ability, beauty and graceful demeanor,
many TV serials with her in the leading role became paragons of local
television broadcasting art. For over thirty years, she has been the
leading actress in countless TV series, and has remained such a popular
figure that the German magazine "Lexicon of the DDR-Stars"
is always eager to report on her. Below, Mrs. Wentzel discusses her
career, and how she came to know Supreme Master Ching Hai.
Q: Why did
you originally want to be an actress?
Wentzil: That
is not an easy question to answer. Perhaps I was destined to be an
actress. As a European, I am accustomed to seeking a reasonable answer
for everything. However, I became an actress not because of external
factors, but due to a feeling deep within. My aspiration has always
been to relate my passion for poetry and drama to the audience. Since
childhood, I have loved Friedrich Von Schiller (a great German poet
and dramatist). When I was thirteen, I had the opportunity to recite
one of his poems in the school auditorium on the 200th anniversary
of Schiller's birth. There was one verse that was very spiritual,
and although I didn't really understand the meaning of the poem at
the time, through my intuition, I successfully brought the audience
into the poetic scenario. An atmosphere of serenity and solemnity
pervaded the venue, as my schoolmates were extremely touched by my
recitation. It was then that I discovered that my love and passion
for the arts could move people's hearts, and earn their encouragement
and recognition. Therefore, I decided to embark on a life in show
business. It was a career that I had very little idea about at the
time, yet I was determined to walk this path.
Q: How do
you feel when you are on stage hearing applause from an audience?
Wentzil:
Applause from an audience is the most heart-warming response possible
for the performing artist. Whether on stage or in the studio, actors
always have to rack their brains to find the most effective way to
interpret the genuine feelings of a character in a show, and convey
their inner cries and agony to the audience with impact. As such,
actors must be able to completely open themselves up, and overcome
any shyness or psychological obstacles they face. Undoubtedly, cheers
from the audience is a form of recognition for the artist's efforts.
Of course, actors can always feel whether an audience is being attentive
or not while performing, but applause after a performance is still
very comforting. We really appreciate this kind of response from the
heart.
Q: Can you
tell us about how you became acquainted with Supreme Master Ching
Hai?
Wentzil:
Knowing Master is really a blessing for me! In 1996, I had a chance
to join a gathering at the Munich Center, where I met many wise fellow
practitioners and watched videotapes of Master. My husband and I had
been seeking spiritual guidance for years, but all the doctrines that
we had encountered contained no substantial spiritual elements; they
were merely empty shells and outer formalities. They did not coincide
with the scriptures and were very difficult to understand. Then, just
when we were seeking the Truth in the vast ocean, we met Master. That
feeling was like an electric shock, as if the God power was pouring
into us! In the video we watched that day, Master was talking about
Jesus Christ, and Her incisive but easily understood discourse allowed
me to grab its essence effortlessly. At that moment, I truly felt
that She was the only one who could answer the questions in my heart.
Later, I was fortunate enough to meet Master in person. Then I started
to study Her teachings, and through initiation, found my Inner Master,
and that has grown tremendously, and now it's different than at that
time. But even when I watched Master's video for the first time, my
intuition told me that this was what I had been looking for, and I
absolutely must not miss it.