By sister initiate
Feng Qing, London, UK, (Originally in English)
Several
articles about Master's unconditional compassion for all beings were
published in the News magazine No. 125. Such examples of Master's
boundless love have helped me realize that enlightenment is more than
just the inner experience of Light and Sound, and such experience
is not the only way to measure one's level of spiritual advancement.
After
receiving initiation, I came to misunderstand the essence of enlightenment
and was strongly attached to inner experience. I thought that to attain
the highest level, I must sit still and think still as much as I could.
If anybody interrupted my meditation, especially when I was in samadhi,
I would feel very sad, upset, and even angry, for a long time. When
I was thus attached to meditation, my external situation changed completely,
as I moved into a hostel, living with forty other women in London's
night-less Soho Square. Worst of all, I shared a room with a woman
who kept the radio on all the time, even when she was asleep. She
said she could not live without popular music playing in the background,
and her radio had no earphone outlet. So I had to enjoy its sounds
in our room, and noise from the streets as well. I could hear the
sound of music and dancing and the shouts of drinking revelers until
the early hours of the morning. I prayed to Master for help each day,
for the constant interruption made it impossible for me to concentrate
during meditation. This lifestyle lasted for nearly ten months.
After
I left the hostel, I was surprised to find that, although I did not
meditate better than before, I had made much progress in my spiritual
practice. The reason was that I learned an important lesson - the
need to devote myself to practicing unconditional love - in the hostel
and the Soho area in general.
When
I lived in China, I felt racial discrimination toward black people.
And when I first came to the UK, I lived on the southern coast of
England, where I rarely met any blacks. However, during my stay in
the Soho area, especially the hostel, the majority of the women residents
were black. Through close contact (I once shared a room with a black
girl), I had the opportunity to learn from them, and found that they
are warm-hearted, open-minded, and loving people. Thus, my racial
discrimination disappeared and I realized that people of all nationalities
and colors are equal. We all come from the same source - God - the
Light and Sound; we are all the children of God. I soon made friends
with black sisters and showed my love for them. We shared joys and
sorrows, and I prayed daily that they would find permanent accommodations
and get residence status in the UK. I even gave them material and
financial help when I could.
In the
Soho area, I also met homeless people every day. This gave me an opportunity
to be with them and express my sympathy, compassion, and love. When
they asked me for money, I would always oblige them, even though I
too was homeless. I had little time to meditate compared to the past,
because the circumstances did not allow it. But I nonetheless felt
a sense of spiritual elevation. Previously, my love was only focused
on my family members, relatives, and friends, the way a camera's lenses
frame a scene to bring it into focus. Now my love is extended to strangers,
and to people of all different nationalities, ethnic backgrounds,
and social strata.
We should
give equal love, even to animals, plants, insects, stones, and invisible
beings, for we all come from the same source - the Light and Sound
of God. Look at Master's unconditional love for us. Regardless of
our behavior, as long as we decide to put ourselves in God's hands,
Master accepts us as Her disciples and cleanses us of our karma. Master
has set an excellent paragon for us in giving unconditional love to
all beings in the universe.
Let us
contribute to society and express unconditional love for the wellbeing
of humanity. This is the correct way to measure our spiritual practice.
Just as Master teaches us: "Soon, many, and perhaps all, of you
will be leaders in your environment, leading humankind into a new
way of thinking and living. We must show a shining example of sacrifice
and true love."
"As
long as we live, we must dedicate our whole life to the goodness,
to the progress of humankind, of the whole world, of the whole universe"
(from Master's videotape No. 240, "Leading the World into a New
Era in 1992").