Spoken by
Supreme Master Ching Hai,
Seven-day Retreat in Ilan, Formosa
August 12-18, 1988 (Originally in Chinese) MP3-2
Sometimes I don't want to be angry, because
I am afraid you cannot bear it. So every time I pray to God and the Saints,
to the Master inside: "If they do not practice well, let all the
karma fall upon me. Let them hear no reprimand, not even one word of scolding.
Please don't let them suffer." But then it does not work that way.
God still wants me to use the "anger method." I cannot do anything
about it.
I do not want
you to hear any reprimands, so that you can practice with a peaceful mind
and enjoy inner experiences without being scolded or beaten. That's an
expectation of mine that cannot be fulfilled. I pray for it every day.
I pray only for this. Whenever I see you suffering, I pray, "Send
all their karma to me and let them relax. Let them have good experiences.
It doesn't matter how much I suffer." Nevertheless, this wish has
never been realized, because we still live in this world and things don't
work that way. One cannot bear all the karma of others in this world.
I do not want
you to suffer. But you should understand that it is better for us to pursue
spiritual practice in this physical world. Here, we have joy, anger, sorrow
and happiness to keep us interested and dynamic. We have heard that we
can't make progress fast in some of the Heavens, where there is only happiness.
When I don't scold you or get angry with you, it's as though you're in
Heaven, and your spiritual practice becomes a perfunctory practice. It
becomes uninteresting, routine, and unexciting. That's why you do not
practice well. But it will be different if you are thrown into the Astral
or physical world and are scolded. Then you make progress faster.
In the Heavens,
there is nothing like scolding and beating, while there is joy and wrath,
sorrow and happiness in this world. But it doesn't mean that we can only
experience the physical world since we live here. No! Sometimes you see
other realms or Heaven, or you see the Pure Land at the lecture venue.
That is our inner perception, inner experience. It's not that you go somewhere
higher physically. The Heavenly realm is inside you when are happy, and
nobody scolds, restrains, or opposes you. That is Heaven. Therefore, we
can't practice well in Heaven. And I have to create a physical world for
you. After my anger is gone, you all get good experiences. I am the only
one who is exhausted. When I scold you I have to fall down into the same
realm as you are -- the physical world, in order to elevate you.
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